when everything is going opposite of your way,
try to sit back, lean back, and have a look.
look for some points that are out of the circle,
is everything really killing you?
perhaps, it is at the moment.
but think, will it still be the same after some time?
everything will change, humans change, promises change, relationships change.
what stays will be the memories.
sometimes, what you're missing is all about the memories,
memories that couldn't be erased.
or promises? words that had been promised but in the end,
you're the only one that remembers until now.
people are forgetful, especially the one that made promises when they were happy.
they wouldn't remember their words, but the receivers will.
the dumb listener is like replaying a cassette player, raping the replay button.
mind has almost reached its limit and exploded,
but luckily, way is found everytime by this dummy to overcome it.
why do you still care while the one that you care is already having hard time of remembering who you actually are.
hold no grudges, this is the only way.
people wouldn't appreciate no matter what you've done for them.
sacrifices made, choices made, in the end,
you're nothing, again.
learn to be smart, dummy.
no one could help you, you're the medicine for everything.
every details, every promises, every actions, everything is printed in the heart.
the true color, sucks to the core.
please remember to smile, dummy :)
mixed feelings.
