wants to go club!
wants to go club!
wants to go club!
wants to go club!
wants to go club!
so badly!
wants to get once drunk,
wanna try how it feels when i totally lost my conscious.
guess it would be fun exclude vomiting.
wanna give up, able?
trying.
maybe i shouldn't get myself involved into it?
sigh im really confused!
i don wanna know anymore.
i will shut my mouth up and care nothing
Thursday, April 14, 2011 ♥
Wednesday, April 13, 2011 ♥
just few questions, brought to this situation.
im way too smart.
am having a severe headache yet have to deal with this.
really excited.
why tears drop? they shouldn't have dropped.
fucking idiot me!
maybe things will change after this.
smile ;)
daddy mummy gonggong popo! i miss all of you.
mika mika mika, i miss you.
so wanna go home, i don wanna travel without family.
i promise, i'll bring y'all for vacation when i have the ability ;)
wait for me ;)
it's the only hope for me, family is the most important.
thanks god for letting me to escape earlier ;)
i'm relieved =)
here is the only place for me to express my feeling.
no one knows,
include you.
people tend to hope, but truth spoils it all.
Saturday, April 9, 2011 ♥
still, i'm all the way as shown in the picture ;)
i'm killing myself off !
knowing that you are all i want,
but i can't do anything,
i'm so helpless baby.
the steamed prawn with egg by us !
♥how to do you heal a heart that can't feel?
its broken.
Thursday, April 7, 2011 ♥
no, my mind, please stop working.
no, my heart, please stop feeling.
or i will die.
am finding a real best way to release myself but failed.
heart is feeling crumpled up like a rubbish.
too much histories to be accepted.
and i couldn't do it.
sorry
im just missing home too much.
im just missing you too much.
;(
i love disneyland!i can never remember my burden or any worries when i was in disneyland.
it was really really awesome and wonderful.
you'll get indulged in all the surrounding and environment.
seriously i often say that i don like cartoon or any disney characters,
but when i was there i can never express my excitement.
it was just too fairy tale until i forget i'm in this realistic world.
how i wish i will be there forever and ever, with you ♥
i can never erase my memory for disneyland, next target, america disneyland!
went there makes me to change my perception.
i'm sometimes way too stubborn and i often make things complicated.
i wish im able to change myself and i know it will make a drastic difference in my life.
sometimes im glad that i have you in my life.
学会放开，必能得到快乐。
可是谈何容易？
人的一生，到底为自己或他人而活？
多么的希望我是独自一个人，完完全全生活在自己的世界里。
自己的决定，自己的抉择，是多么的兴奋！
自己的感受，已经是我的完全，世界是多么的简单。
然而，讨厌社会，讨厌世界，是他们把生活复杂化。
生活，谈何容易？
亲情，谈何容易？
友情，谈何容易?
爱情，更加谈何容易？
放开，更是谈何容易？？？
missing old times when we were in secondary school?
no i don't. it was way childish
can i rewind the time and have my secondary time all over again?
sadly i couldn't.
funny and amusing to see the same thing happened again.
childish people will always be childish,
it's a fact and it's undeniable.
i don wanna refresh how it happened in secondary or even now.
wish to stay with you and everything is no longer a problem.
Saturday, April 2, 2011 ♥
hong kong day 1 !
first of all, the biggest dissatisfaction in hong kong would be the taxi drivers!
the way they drives and their attitude really suck to the hell.
second, the air pollution zzz, sneezing non stop just because of the polluted air, so wanna die.
first day- tsim sha zui.
walked a lot but buy nothing due a lot of people and grandparents arr waiting,
will be going there again with sis again.
realised that the porridge here is way better than msia's, not bad.
vegetarian food here is quite delicious too.
that's all for now.
i miss you.
