I don't mind if you're not going to tell me anything,

ran at 2:06 AM / top

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
but i would never do you wrong.
Make you feel my love - Adele, current addiction.

i will be on my way to save you,
when life goes astray.
On my way - Raymond lam, currently raping the replay button.

It is too late to make everything perfect again.
does it necessary to be flawed to be called as life?
hope is still hope, sorry to myself.
dont hope too much, it kills you lammy.
you will know something by observation.

god bless me for tomorrow's presentation.

ran at 10:59 PM / top

不明白，为什么是你。

you changed, or im the one who changed?
whatever it is,
it doesnt  matter.

ran at 12:36 AM / top

life just has to be random, spontaneous.
i smiled, when i got a bottle of iced apple tea from a vending machine,
just dont get why.
im just happy today ;)

ran at 9:35 PM / top

sometimes, things are fated, i believe.
can never predict that we are not going together even tickets bought.
can never predict that we are going together now.
fate, is a bitch.

ran at 5:59 PM / top

Think of people when you do anything.
Karma gonna hit you.

sometimes i hope what i feel is correct.

ran at 2:10 AM / top

sometimes, when thing doesn't go right,
then you've to go to the left, isn't?
i got a shirt which is shorter than normal t shirt,
so i match it with a low waist jeans, outcome? not bad.
loving life that has no boundaries, daddy mummy i really love you all.
without the freedom that you both give, i wouldn't have enjoyed my life at my young age.

i miss the good old times between us.
text messages, even they were short and long time was taken to reply,
but i don't mind.
unlike now, everything has changed.
i hate the one who spoiled it.
i don't want it to be once owned, i want it to really happen.
can i rewind my time?
to at least have a try?

ran at 11:36 PM / top

there is someone able to make me smile ;)

ran at 3:03 AM / top

having too many random thoughts at this hour.
got nowhere to express except here.

i wish i will never get fat no matter what i do.
no matter how much i eat,
no matter how much i drink,
or no matter how much i sleep.

i like to go out,
sometimes im really feeling free and easy now.
everything has good or bad side.
so be cheerful :)

ran at 1:49 AM / top

我不开心，会让你开心点吗？

ran at 11:42 PM / top

walk away.

ran at 10:46 PM / top

sorry to myself, I've failed to do what I promised to myself.

mama, everything will be fine.

ran at 11:20 PM / top

答应自己的，一定要做到。

妈妈，你会没事的。

ran at 8:20 PM / top

when everything is going opposite of your way,
try to sit back, lean back, and have a look.
look for some points that are out of the circle,
is everything really killing you?
perhaps, it is at the moment.
but think, will it still be the same after some time?
everything will change, humans change, promises change, relationships change.
what stays will be the memories.
sometimes, what you're missing is all about the memories,
memories that couldn't be erased.
or promises? words that had been promised but in the end,
you're the only one that remembers until now.
people are forgetful, especially the one that made promises when they were happy.
they wouldn't remember their words, but the receivers will.
the dumb listener is like replaying a cassette player, raping the replay button.
mind has almost reached its limit and exploded,
but luckily, way is found everytime by this dummy to overcome it.
why do you still care while the one that you care is already having hard time of remembering who you actually are.
hold no grudges, this is the only way.
people wouldn't appreciate no matter what you've done for them.
sacrifices made, choices made, in the end,
you're nothing, again.
learn to be smart, dummy.
no one could help you, you're the medicine for everything.
every details, every promises, every actions, everything is printed in the heart.
the true color, sucks to the core.
please remember to smile, dummy :)
mixed feelings.

ran at 10:33 PM / top

对不起，我真的很想你

ran at 5:38 PM / top