hi blog, i see you again.
here is the only place that i can type out everything i want and i wish.
i have read a great dialogue,
A: if you love someone, let him go. if he comes back to you, he's yours forever.
B: that doesnt even make sense because if i love someone and i let him go, even if he comes back, it doesnt
a damn thing, because he can always leave me again and if he really loves me, he wouldn't have left me in
the first place.
it's true, but how to let go all of the memories?
i've used thousands reasons to persuade myself,
but hope still exists after all.
i can't let go everything, my heart is dying.
first time ever i write such obvious sentences in my blog.
i feel im stupid.
nothing to describe anymore.
bye