getting fatter );
I thought i'll slim down due to the stupid wisdom teeth.
but it goes another way round, i'm getting fatter wth!
sigh, that malay guy really pissed me out.
because of those words from you, i thought i can enter uniten for june intake.
you gave me hope and destroyed it !
you called me yesterday and claimed that i haven't taken lan subjects and i need to take at UTAR again ish!
why is study keep on bothering me? argh!
sister got 4.0 for master second sem again . it is just giving a tonnes of pressure on me.
i know i won't be getting this kind of result when i have my degree course.
guess i need to work it out with my best effort ever.
may GOD bless me!
the more aggresive you are in this kind of thing, the more i'll avoid you.
i won't entertain you anymore. that's all.
zai nv!
have been staying at home for 2 consecutive weeks without stepping out a single step from my lovely home. =)))
it's kinda fun & i want to become a zai nv! LOL
i'm free but i wouldn't be going out to entertain anyone or anything.
i just enjoy my current life now ;)
hope this would be my future life but i know it's impossible.
anyhow life still goes on and i'm handling it. argh
it has gone into the right way ;)
yes! a kind of relief. i love my present!
thanks for making me to do this decision. *a bow for you*
sem3 result is out! it's out of my expectation.
i expected my management and english would be better than i got.
i bet it will cause my whole-dull-day.
sowehow still maintaining my cgpa, but it's not enough. zzz
i hate utar policy and management seriously.
i'm not satisfied with it!!!!
bear with the pain !
currently i'm in a mute mode with swelling face.
due to the stupid operation that lasted for almost one hour to remove my so-called WISDOM TOOTH.
9.45a.m
-dentist injected the gum with anaesthetics.
9.50-10.25am
-waited outside the room for 35 mins. it was a kind of torture as if i were going for the death of penalty =.= my face turned numbed.
10.25-11.15am
-dentist cut off the gingival or we call it as gum, removed all the bones around and pulled the tooth out as hard as he can. he kept on repeating on one sentence:"it's very deep,it's very deep!" argh, his sentence freaked me out and how i wish i could just run away from him. i don't really remember how many times he tried to pull out my tooth. but seriously, i can feel it! this was the most terrible part that i ever had in my life. phew,luckily it was over. blood was everywhere as i can see >< lastly, i saw dentist was using a black cotton thread to stitch into my gum. sigh. wait for 2 weeks and i'm gonna remove it. i'm gonna see the dentist again! =(
after the operation, nahh, it wasn't a kind of relief. but the pain was getting serious until my tears dropped out. i wasn't crying, just that the pain was so awful.
ate a little bit of porridge at 5.30p.m and drank a cup of COLD milo at 10.30pm. ate medicine and went off to bed. i swear i wouldn't go for the second tooth! big girls will still cry....
& i think i have made a decision that has no return.
