i always wanted somebody to care of.
but failed, i cant find the somebody.
im just used to be alone, in everything.
sometimes wish to be isolated,
so that i can laugh as much as i can, alone.
so that i can cry as loud as i can, alone.
nobody knows.
who cares?
Thursday, June 23, 2011 ♥
dilemma dilemma. dying for decision.
emo, emo max.
i wont be happy forever.
unless, thats the final decision.
wish i would have the bravery
Thursday, June 16, 2011 ♥
after so long, thought myself have getting used with it.
silly thought, fucking idiot decision.
what should i do? what should i say?
whenever i think of facing it, i seriously feel like dying.
i don wanna go back anymore,
to face different skin colours human,
i don wanna waste my 4 years there,
uni life? now im hating it a lot.
easy come, easy go? 4 years! and im done.
no good memories, no friends, no gain, no experience.
im crying, tears dropping , im so helpless.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhh
emo kills!
im seriously a fool
Saturday, June 11, 2011 ♥
我很烦。
我不知道我可以怎么样。
把一切收在心里吧。
我真的不知道怎么样了
maybe im just too stupid,
im too stubborn,
shouldn't have cared so much,
shouldn't have bothered,
life still goes on,
alone.