ran at 5:51 PM / top

just a simple update, to express my feelings.

ran at 5:52 PM / top

time ar time, please pass faster!

ran at 8:28 PM / top

It's 6.34pm right now and i'm sitting down here to update my lovely blog ;)
having kenny G's saxophone music as my companion,
credit to someone , thanks a lot =)
It's raining, weather doesn't seem to be cold with rain,
somehow i'm in warm body temperature and i hate this kind of weather.
raining yet sweaty and sticky. road seems to be difficult to drive at night.
pathways are unclear with this kind of situation, are all vague.
leave the topic from driving to choices. it's applicable too.
choices seem to be hard to make, but yet, we still have to.
life is full of challenges and obstacles, raise our heads up, and face them !
once you're feared of them, trust me, they'll eat you up, without any residues.
& you're left with nothing except your hollow body.
i'm way too exaggerate, but what to do? it's the cycle of life.
sometimes things are opposing, in the way that we do not wish for.
wishes are meant to be kept and broken.speaking out doesn't help to fulfill it.
so, what for thinking about it?
keep it within ourselves and surprise will come to us if it were really happen.

ran at 6:33 PM / top

YES, i'm officially 19 years old and i cannot say myself bok bok cui d.
19, sounds young, but sounds old too.
i don't really hope that i will step into the world of adult in 2 years time.
but it's the fact, i have to accept no matter how it is.
talk about the birthday celebrations for this year, those were awesome.
i don't really know how to express my feelings towards all of you guys.
love that couldn't be expressed out,
love that couldn't be described by words,
love that couldn't be shown out,
thanks to all of you, i experienced all of these feelings.
thanks siewhui, cheeann and xinyi for the blog posts that are dedicated to me ;)
i do appreciate it a lot and i love you girls to the maximum.
thanks peik, teng and kitty for the present and i love it a lot. ♥
thanks nicholas and gareth for coming down to ipoh again after your lift back to hometown.
thanks melvin and victor dang bangbin for celebrating my birthday with me =)
hearts and hugs.♥♥♥
i've nothing to blog about seriously. just simply updating my lively blog =) hehe

ran at 8:52 PM / top

All of you are irreplaceable.
I'm sure there will have nothing to take over the footprints in my heart.
Words could hardly express out the so-called feeling.
& i'm working very hard to show my love towards all of you.
Thanks for everything! I'm really happy to see all of you to be with me.
Hearts and hugs!
siewhuiliew,peikzhiaw,socktengheng,kityeetan!
time reveals everything and may our friendship lasts forever.

ran at 7:07 PM / top

early in the morning, woke up without alarm.
wanted to sleep for longer but couldn't.
why are YOU so cruel? =((
sometimes, life is just so unfair and unpredictable.
when thing happens, the outcome or result isn't in our hands.
happened means happened, are we able to change the fact?
indeed we are not powerful enough, perhaps stupidity kills?
action does affect outcome, but is it the outcome reasonable?
we just couldn't predict, EVERYTHING!
again, the bigger the hope, the bigger the disappointment.
the best way to avoid disappointment is not to expect anything from anyone.
i bet i can live happily with this concept carry on.
or else, i wouldn't be the LAM MUN YEE that everyone sees now.
don't ask me why update this post, i have no idea about it.
currently life has no obstacles but yet feeling upset in matters.
i'm indeed a sentimental person, over everything.
maybe someone could be different from the appearance.
don't ever judge a book by it's cover if you haven't even approached.
damnit, sien =.=

ran at 10:57 AM / top

watched piranha and it was kinda nice, as in my opinion.
somebody told me it was bloody hell, some said bloody disgusting.
but i never bother, still watched with my love one.
overall, it worths 7 out of 10.
but if i were about to judge for the ending,
i would only give 5, totally sien. =.=
it's okay that you don't let us to work.
thanks for giving me off days and i will resign tomorrow.
no need to suffer anymore and i really hate tgv nowadays.
end, but not in a good way.

sometimes ending just gives an impact to the whole.

ran at 9:41 PM / top

actually i don feel like updating my blog.
but in order to make it SEEMS lifeful a bit,
i will just update a stupid post.
have to wake up in the early morning tomorrow again zzz
seriously not the old times that i had in tgv last time.
unlike last time, now i work there for the sake of double pay ONLY.
it's totally not a preferable working place anymore !
imy

ran at 8:52 PM / top

First time ever, I'm blogging on my bed =.= why is it so? I just don't feel like stepping out from my room, don't feel like seeing or talking to them. Why can't they just stop asking everything and let me calm for a while? Not too much, just a little while. You took my monthly pocket money and how am I going to survive for few more months until I get my ass out of ipoh and reach to kl? Sigh. Money is not everything, but without money, everything is in mess. Tomorrow start to work again, I actually don't feel like working under such company and stressful environment, but what to do? Nothing could be done. Out of a sudden, I just don feel like being happy:(
<3

ran at 8:47 PM / top

Update for nothing, but just because of that nakv asked us to do so.
today had our last paper,
& first time ever i stepped into exam hall without study.
seriously cheated a lot and hopefully i can pass !
what can i say? it is officially ended.
thanks to sem 4, i have different perception in my life.
thanks to sem 4, i gain more friends.
thanks to sem 4, i know the advantages of taking arts.
thanks to sem 4, i hate to leave utar.
thanks to sem 4, i hate to go uniten.
thanks to sem 4, i know friendship isn't easy to maintain.
thanks to sem 4, i will work hard in different kinds of relationships.

♥♥♥♥

ran at 10:01 PM / top

i bet it won't be a successful one FULL STOP

ran at 8:44 PM / top

a confirmed-dead-paper, moral,
i have gone through it
and i didnt even know what was i writing in the answer sheeeeetttt!
shit. hopefully can get P in this paper. GOB BLESS.
planning to go gua tempurung and sincerely, truthfully hoping that it will be a successful one =)
i don't hope anything to screw up the whole thing. GOD BLESS again.
went grand kampar to have brunch and we saw a NICE aunty.
no, we should call her as old woman.
old until teeth all dropped off then i bet she is wearing false teeth ish.
scolded us for talking too loudly and we didnt even realise our volume was over.
can this old bitch just talk to us in a proper and polite way?
damn, she couldn't because she has no brain. brainless.
waste my energy to blog about her, stop here.
support melvin ! haha idol afterall !
have to slack until tuesday for exam again zzz.
hope to have some plans to work out.

ran at 2:48 PM / top