it's just too hard.
ever since at the first place, i love arts more than science, i know my arts would be better than science, i hate calculation and i hate to twist my mind. But, i took science in secondary and continued to foundation. it was all about the wrong perception. everyone thinks that science will have a better future and earning,though it's a truth, i wonder can i cope with science and bury myself into the whole pile of books and notes. i know i couldn't study 3 hours per day, i know i couldn't attend every classes, i know i couldn't concentrate in class, i'm lazy! what the heck is it? i'm trying to persuade myself for arts. sigh! somehow mom is still the most important factor. what if she doesn't allow? am i going to force myself to study science? ;(
KhorWenXian, your blog made me sobx sobx.
