some people do say that blogging helps them to release their mind and what they feel, but i totally disagree about this. why can't i feel so? perhaps its just too hard to find some appropriate words to express my so-called-feeling. today was a fairy tale? wrong! today was a piece of shit! everything is in a mess and i do not know how am i supposed to settle it. life cycle is indeed confusing. if i have a choice, i wouldn't choose to be human in my next generation. people are complex and complicated, we can even see it from our structure and outlook. why do we have different different kinds of skin colours, eyes, noses, mouths, ears, hair and so on? can't we just be the same and we get treated for the same way? life is indeed unfair and am i being left out? god, please! notice the existence of mine.
